I don’t really have anyone I call my bestfriend anymore.
I don’t really have anyone I call my soulmate anymore.
I don’t really have anyone I call my boyfriend anymore.
I am my own bestfriend I have learnt to be.
I honestly wish people cared for me the way I care for them I honestly wish that. I wish they didn’t think oh because she doesn’t message me I’m not going to, why do people put their pride before it and these are the people that call themselves humble I don’t believe it, actually I don’t need to it’s you that needs to prove it to yourself.
Is you and it has been ever since I left. I thought I did it for the best because you wasn’t grown but now I think back you are all I ever wanted and I let it go, I’m beating myself up so much for this I let my ego and pride get in the way of something that was so beautiful, but if it’s meant to be it will. I don’t really let anything get to me, I try see the bigger picture in life I’ve matured and opened my mind so it won’t be a problem. Also I was the bigger person and said what I had to say and I know you answered back in a horrible way but I deserved that.